sorry....

sorry
well thats a way to start .....

ok(sighs)

im sorry for acting all crazy around you
i guess thats how i felt like acting
but didnt realise u guys were
......
embarassed....

sorry
4 being such a *****

i really was one
and i didnt notice
....
that made i worse


and then finally u told me what i needed to know
how i was behaving ,talking
and my biggest problem
LAUGHING!!!


i asked mom how i was when
i was small
she took a
big sigh
before telling me something
which was something unbeliveable

i was in awe

it seems
that i wasnt like this
i was very demure sweet and oh so ladylike...

you guys seriously are amazing
luv u lotsss
i realised this because u guys
werent keeping
it to yourselves
instead you told me wat needs to be done
thank you for..
stabbing me from the front not the back


welll..
im sorry for embarrasing you and myself
and evryone around me...


ive been trying to change
and its not easy
everytime i feel like letting out a laugh or doing something witty,
i recall your words that day


slowly but surely
i'll try to change as much as possible